Happy New Year...2006

Sooo many things to look forward to this year nd soo many changes too. i'm scared and at the same time excited for what's to come.. Some highlights of the year! wut i can't wat for:

1. I'm turing 18
2. I"m graduating from high school
3. I'm going to college
4. Nicole's Debut
5. My last year at Dance Electra
6. Two years w/my hubbie
7. Manay Claudelle's wedding
8. Possible New Babies in the family
9. Saying good-bye to an old life
10. Saying hello to a new one

I'm scared but i know i'm gonna make it through the next 365 days (525,600 minutes)..as long as i got my friends, my family, my faith, nd my drive.. i know i'll make it through.. soo hope that everyone starts off this new year with a bang nd good luck to everyone.

Happy New Years

New Years Resolution:
- Finally go on a DIET--forrreal this time
- Stay on top of my work
- Try not to procrastinate or slack off..

UPPDDATE on the craaziest weekend ever!

VOLLEYBALL:

Sooo we've done real well this season. actually got 2nd place on staten island! yay! sooo therefore it meant we went to playoffs on saturday!

SATURDAY: started vball at 8:30 in the mornin. we play three matches. teams from manhattan, westchester, nd bronx came. cool stuff. mann one team had lyk Russian imports. it was insane. they were all speakin russian on teh court. haha we beat them once nd lost once against them. manhattan (which we made friends w/)<-- their really niice girls lol. ya we lost twice against them. n the other team we won twice against them. so ya we ended up w/ a three way tie.. nd manhattan in first place. We WON 2nd by ONE point! how insane is that?!?!?! ahhh soo coool. but ya.. i had a few accidents. got a minor concusion from diving on the floor. umm went to the emergency room nd got a catscan. everything's ok, just get random nausea nd random headaches nd random dizziness.but i'm ok lol.

IAN came madd early. He brought me a glass rose for our anni! omg i loove it. he's soo dammmn cuute. my team (including the coach) is IN LOVE w/him. haha especially tamara ;) we had lotsa fun. went to applebees w/the team. then he stayed w/me for 2-3 hours in the hospital. lol I LOOOOOVE YOU soo much! happy 1 year 5 months anniversary!

SUNDAY: woke up feelin lyk crap. pretty much felt lyk crap the whole day. met at hill at 10am. headed off to YONKERS for SEMI-FINALS. We played our RIVALS.. SEA! ahhhhh GOssssh we lost. i'm sooo mad. makes me wanna hate them w/ a passion! arrrgh lol. but ya i didn't play soo bad considerin i had a minor concusion the day before. n e ways.. went ended up 3rd place.. which isn't too bad..

HAPPY HALLOWEEN tomorrow!

ehh feeelin crappppy..wut else is new??

"Security"

A loss that would have thrown
A hole through anybody's soul
And you were only human after all
So don't hold back the tears my dear
Release them so your eyes can clear
I know that you will rise again
But you gotta let them fall
I wish that I could snap my fingers
Erase the past but no
You cannot rewind reality
Once the tape's unrolled

[Chorus:]
If your spirit's broken and you can't bear the pain
I will help you put the pieces back
A little more each day
And if your heart is locked and you can't find the key
Lay your head upon my shoulder
I'll set you free
I'll be your security

A moment of despair
That forces you to say that life's unfair
It makes you scared of what tomorrow may bring
But don't go giving into fear
Stop hiding all alone in there
The show keeps going on and on
But you'll miss the whole damn thing
I wish I had a crystal ball to see what the future holds
But we don't know how the story ends till it's all been told

LoVin my lyrical song--